love lost, found - lost?

I dont if I lover her or is it the false feeling again? I yearn for her, but at the same time I feel like I should let her go. What should I do? If at all i get to meet the god, the only question i ll ask him is......why in the god's good heavens did he make a delay in getting me.....here. Well....lets say he did nt hv time for me....then why should he make me meet her and make me fall head over heels for her? And why should she be too good to me, when i dont deserve it?

I think its a part of his twisty screenplay...but how is it going to end?

For once, think selfless - says my heart.

life

When does a man really start making a life? I think its until his mere survival is questioned. Well, I eat - I drink - I walk - I breath --- I live?? If that is all the purpose of life, the life better need nt exist. Why does the infinite creator create this finite being to be parasitic? There definitely is more to life than a mere survival.

All i know is, I am learning. Learning to live.

All i ask is, make me walk the right path, for I am a beginner.

i did it

I dont really know if i have done it right or wrong. All that i know is i did it. Is it a selfish act or is it a self realising act? Well....if the letter reaches the right person, in a right way, at a right time and if the person could really get the message across....it is a self-realising act.

At times, when you cant judge yourself, the nature helps you by showing the way. `Being true to myself` is all I ask and the help of the universe that conspires around me. Please make me walk in the right path, for i dont know if the right is just mere belief of majority or a definite `aspect` of life??

.think BIG - is what I say myself - think BIG and do walk the thoughts.