love lost, found - lost?

I dont if I lover her or is it the false feeling again? I yearn for her, but at the same time I feel like I should let her go. What should I do? If at all i get to meet the god, the only question i ll ask him is......why in the god's good heavens did he make a delay in getting me.....here. Well....lets say he did nt hv time for me....then why should he make me meet her and make me fall head over heels for her? And why should she be too good to me, when i dont deserve it?

I think its a part of his twisty screenplay...but how is it going to end?

For once, think selfless - says my heart.